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the final countdown.

*cue obnoxious song*

haven’t had a real tumblr update in a while. for those of you possibly reading/caring, i apologize.

tomorrow begins my last week of school for the semester.
i can’t believe a whole year has gone by. it’s ridiculous. and scary.

your college years are supposedly the “best times of your life”..
i’ve got one year down and so far, i’ve managed to come out relatively unscathed. i’ve had great times, i’ve had sad times. but i think i’m better for it all.

i just don’t know what comes next.
and that is really scary.

i don’t even know what my life is going to look like when i get home for the summer. what will i spend my time doing? the person who i spend all my time with now will be hours away. 

sigh.

i don’t want to sit and be complacent and bored all summer. i want to get out. get a job, take a trip, learn, do something out of the ordinary.
i don’t know who it’ll be with, or what it’ll exactly entail. but hopefully something interesting happens.
i’m also excited just to hang out with my family. even with all the misgivings/annoyances/overprotectiveness, i really miss my parents. my siblings too. 

but for now…
i gotta shake it out and get down to business.
first final is on wednesday. philosophy. gross.
this semester has been kinda tough. hopefully i can pull a 3.8 again. (pfft. not likely) 

i can’t believe a whole year of college has gone by. that blows my mind. 

and the studying begins…. now.